After Breaking Up, I Married the General-Chapter 143 - 142: In an unknown planet 8

Chapter 143: Chapter 142: In an unknown planet 8
After hearing what Layton said, Ryzel didn’t reply and just looked at Layton before hugging him tightly.
Unlike Layton, he really couldn’t promise that he could give the same weight of love that Layton was giving him in the future, as he didn’t even have a deep understanding of it.
Ryzel doesn’t know if there’s really a difference in his like for Layton with Layton’s love for him.
If there’s really a difference, he doesn’t know what it is yet. He might only know about it in the future.
Currently he only knew that after realizing that he liked Layton, he was very happy with the feeling, and at the same time, at the corner of his mind, he was a bit worried that Layton might betray him in the future even knowing that with Layton’s personality it was highly unlikely to happen.
And after realizing that he liked Layton, he also further realized that he really didn’t like Dwight that much at all.
He liked Layton a bit, and his liking for Dwight before was even lesser than how he liked Layton at all. And the lesser he was talking about was very, very less.
Well, when he was in a relationship with Dwight, he was always busy with school papers and doing research in his lab.
He also only met Dwight a few times because both of them were busy. Well, Dwight probably visited his cousin more when he had his vacation instead of visiting him.
That’s why he wasn’t that conscious of Dwight at all, and when Dwight wanted to initiate an intimate gesture like kissing or even when he indirectly said that they could sleep together when Ryzel had agreed to be together, he didn’t budge at all.
Just thinking that Dwight had actually wanted to sleep with him and wanted to kiss him while probably with Sean already makes Ryzel feel a bit queasy.
So he hugged Layton tighter and put his face closer to Layton’s chest to smell more of his scent.
Fortunately, he didn’t let Dwight succeed at all in his attempts to deepen their relationship by having more intimate contact.
Well, just by not agreeing to his demand, it was clear that he didn’t like Dwight that much.
He didn’t want to have sex before marriage because he knew that as guides they’re inherently disadvantaged in such aspects.
However, if he had liked Dwight more at that time, then when he wanted to initiate a kiss, he would probably agree as long as it’s just a kiss, but he didn’t.
So, it was actually clear that he might have liked Dwight very less than he thought.
He probably only felt pain and betrayal at that time because of the circumstances of their breakup and the identity of Dwight.
At that time, he was already reassured that he didn’t have any more problems with his marriage partner and was already ready to take back the things that his parents left for him from his greedy relatives.
Dwight had also been raised by his parents’ support before. So, when he broke up with him at the time near his birthday, he had felt hurt and betrayed.
Now that he recalled it, Ryzel doesn’t feel any pain at all because of their breakup and betrayal.
However, it still left him a bit afraid that Layton, who he liked, might betray him in the future.
Ryzel knew that such a worry isn’t good at all, and it might not even happen, so it’s pointless thinking more about it.
So Ryzel did his best to erase and bury such thoughts by thinking of other things before finally falling asleep.
Then, in the morning, he woke up when he smelled something delicious.
When he opened his eyes, he saw that Layton was cooking food in the mini kitchen that they have.
Seeing that Layton was busy cooking, he sat up on their bed and saw that he was already wearing something different from the clothes that he wore yesterday.
Last night, after Layton cleaned themselves, he didn’t bother about the clothes and they just cuddled to sleep without wearing anything.
This time, he was wearing a tight-fit light dress that was completely hugging his figure, which was unlike the loose dress that he wore yesterday.
The outfit he was wearing this time was even shorter than yesterday as the dress was only up to his thighs.
Of course, he also didn’t feel stifled with the dress because the material was very soft and comfy.
It seems that Layton really wanted to let him wear something new every day.
Ryzel didn’t care about checking out what he was wearing any longer and just reached out to the water that was prepared on the bedside table.
When Layton heard him move, he turned around and said, "Good morning, wait for just 3 minutes and the food will be ready."
"Morning," Ryzel said after putting down the glass he held. Then he opened his arms asking for a hug while looking at Layton who was still beside the mini kitchen.
After seeing his gesture, Layton chuckled and immediately went to where he was. Ryzel put his arms on Layton’s neck and Layton held him and began carrying him.
"Being clingy today? Are you seducing me early in the morning?" Layton asked after giving him a peck on his lips and walking towards the mini kitchen with him in his arms.
"I’m not seducing you. But if I managed to seduce you, that’s also ok. I just felt that, after I woke up, I don’t want to separate from you," Ryzel said lazily.
He doesn’t know why, but when he woke up and he didn’t see Layton beside him, he was a bit disappointed even though he could clearly see Layton who was just 3 meters away from him.
He suddenly felt that just the 3-meter distance was already far, so he immediately asked Layton for a hug.
It seemed that after realizing that he actually liked Layton, he wanted to stay very close to Layton, and ideally it should be the distance that doesn’t have any distance from it.
After realizing what he wants, Ryzel remembered that Lyre had mentioned something the same when he was sharing a gossip.
However, he doesn’t remember what the context was any longer as he seemed to be busy with something at that time, so he didn’t pay much attention to what Lyre was saying.
He just remembered that such a symptom would also go away after some time passes and people could do what they wanted to do with it—either fulfilling what they want and staying close to their partners or just acting as normal.
Lyre had mentioned that there’s no huge side effect even if they stay away from their partners or just get along normally, but of course, it is still better to act on it and get close to your partner as needed.
Ryzel already knew that he likes Layton, and he doesn’t think that there’s any problem in being clingy to Layton as they’re already married and were already very close.
He had already stayed in Layton’s arms many times, so he really doesn’t think that there’s any problem with staying closer to Layton at all without any distance.
"Then I’ll just hold you in my arms and carry you around if needed until you don’t feel like clinging to me any longer," Layton said and gave him another peck on his lips before continuing what he was saying,
"You can cling to me for as long as you want. I’m very happy with it. But don’t blame me for a more frequent visit in the healing cabin, because I can’t resist your beauty and provocation as you’re always in my arms."
"I don’t mind. In fact I’m happy to have a more deeper connection with you," Ryzel said and kissed Layton on the lips.
Layton also took the initiative immediately, letting them kiss deeper.
Ryzel doesn’t really know the reason why, but this time he was more willing and more expectant in letting Layton have his way with him and have a deeper connection.
In fact, even if Layton really stayed inside him for a long time, he would probably be very happy as he said.
Ryzel quite thinks that he just has normal desire as he also liked spending time with Layton every night, but he wasn’t that eager for a deeper connection and longing for zero distance between them just like what he was feeling this time.
Well, if what he heard from Lyre was true, he would also come out of this state later in just a few hours or a few days.
So since he and Layton didn’t have anything urgent to do, Ryzel decided that he would just let himself be until he comes out of such state.
And it was also very obvious that Layton was very willing to accompany him and even quite liked it, so he just let himself go.