Has Big Shot Fallen in Love Today?-Chapter 621: Always Paying Attention to Sheng Tang

Chapter 621: Chapter 621: Always Paying Attention to Sheng Tang
Except for the year when he first fell ill, Gu Shiting has frequently returned to the country over the past few years, but Sheng Tang doesn’t know.
He secretly watched her.
He knew everything she did.
He just didn’t dare to appear in front of her, fearing that she would be sad the moment she saw him, and even more afraid she would hate him.
When he wasn’t in the country, he would also send people to inquire about her.
Therefore, he had many photos of Sheng Tang.
Outsiders might not see it, but Gu Shiting knew that Sheng Tang wasn’t like that. In the photos, her brows were always covered with a thin layer of sorrow.
She was beautiful. Even in the film academy where beauties were abundant, she was very eye-catching. The beauty’s sorrow was a kind of aloofness, and nobody around her knew that she had been ensnared by pain.
In her sophomore year, she went to see a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with moderate depression, which Gu Shiting also knew.
He wished he could fly to her side immediately.
But he also knew that he was the reason she had depression. Her grandmother passed away, Gu Shiting left, her mother hated her; she endured enormous pain.
She spent a year taking medication, and her entire sophomore year was shrouded in depression.
In her junior year, her condition improved significantly, partly due to the medication, and partly because she resumed practicing Sanda and had several performance opportunities.
Of course, Sheng Tang was later schemed against by people in the crew, losing her job, which Gu Shiting also knew.
He desperately wanted his sister to help Sheng Tang.
But at that time, his lab’s project was in its final stages, and he and his colleagues were very busy, only sleeping four hours a day.
By the time he finished and turned his attention back to Sheng Tang’s affairs, he realized that she had joined Gu Jiahui’s company and even became his girlfriend.
At that moment, he felt extreme pain.
Several nights, he sat on the rooftop of a tall building, imagining the relief of taking a leap and ending it all.
But he couldn’t bear to.
She had already walked out of his shadow, and he should genuinely be happy for her.
There were so many boys in college pursuing her, including wealthy second-generation heirs, but she didn’t pay attention to any of them. Now, she had a new love, and he should bless her.
Gu Shiting didn’t want to die; he wanted to live.
He wanted to see his Tangtang marry, have children, and completely let go of the past. He also wanted to see her act in movies, have her own career, healthy children, and a loving husband.
Only with her living well could Gu Shiting be at peace.
Maybe, when she grows old in the future, before she dies, he would visit her and tell her that he had watched over her all his life. Knowing that she lived well in this life, he would be gratified.
As for him, he was destined to be linked with the death of her grandma, being her most painful memory.
This pain had no need to exist in her life; let him fade away like a shadow, leaving only a light trace in her heart.
However, fate has its own plans.
S City is so big, yet he encountered her as soon as he returned, catching him off guard.
The meeting at the airport was extremely shocking to Gu Shiting.
On one hand, he couldn’t help but think, "Do I and Tangtang still have fate? In such a large city, among over thirty million people, I coincidentally run into her."
On the other hand, he wondered, "She has improved so much these years, do you want her to relapse into depression, take medication, and suffer like you?"
He fled, torn by the battle within his heart.
Later, he couldn’t resist watching her again.
The brief two minutes at the airport weren’t enough. He didn’t get enough of her, wanting another glimpse, more greedy.
Today’s encounter in the restaurant was also an accident.
Su Luo and he were colleagues, just colleagues. She joined Taylor Research Institute half a year earlier than him, and when Gu Shiting joined, Su Luo helped speak up for him.
Also, because of her excellence, the people at the institute realized how remarkable Asian physicists could be, and they made an exception to admit Gu Shiting.