The Sovereign-V2: C12: They Were a Burden

The Sovereign-V2: C12: They Were a Burden

They collapsed onto the cold stone platforms. Shiro leaned back against the wall, the rough, icy stone biting through his thin shirt. The adrenaline was gone, leaving only the raw, throbbing agony in his wrists and a hollow exhaustion that felt like his marrow had been replaced with lead. Every breath Kuro took was a visible, shuddering effort, his face ashen, sweat freezing anew on his brow despite the barracks chill. He clutched his corrupted arm, the grey translucence now visibly pulsing past his elbow, the skin stretched tight and brittle. The static buzz was a constant, maddening drone, punctuated by sharp, internal jabs of cold agony that made him flinch.
The desperate flare of power during the shield hadn't just been volatile; it had been
mutually destructive
. The backlash wasn't abstract; it was a living, screaming thing within them.
For Shiro his wrists weren't just aching; they were
crying
. The fused bone fragments felt like shards of broken glass grinding against each other with every micro movement, sending white hot, nerve flaying agony radiating up his forearms into his shoulders. The scar tissue itself burned as if freshly cauterized, the crystal in his palm a throbbing ember of pain. He could
feel
microscopic fissures in the fused bone, tiny fault lines stressed to breaking by the uncontrolled surge. Phantom sensations of the thorn manacles tearing his flesh anew ghosted over the scars. He cradled his arms to his chest, knuckles white, teeth gritted against the groan threatening to escape.
Broken. Useless. A cracked vessel leaking power and pain.
For Kuro the invasive frost hadn't just advanced; it had
digested
the surge. It felt like the tendrils had grown barbs, hooking deeper into muscle fibre and nerve bundles. The static buzz wasn't just noise; it was a million tiny, icy teeth chewing on his synapses, whispering promises of numb surrender directly into his consciousness. A fresh tremor, utterly independent of his will, wracked his corrupted arm, fingers spasming into a claw like shape. The grey translucence had a faint, sickly sheen, mirroring the petrified noblewomen more closely. He could feel the cold fire spreading into the joint of his shoulder, a glacial termite burrowing towards his heart. He hunched over, pressing his good hand hard against the corruption as if he could physically hold it back, his breath coming in ragged, pain torn gasps.
Fuel. I'm just fucking fuel for it. A walking weak spot.
Corvin’s words from the warren echoed in the cold air, sharper than
Starbreaker
's edge:
"This power you unleashed? Lethal? Yes. But it’s a wild beast. Unbroken. Uncontrollable. Not like this. Charging out now? It’s suicide... You are NOT READY."
Shiro looked down at his trembling, ruined hands. He’d roared promises of tearing Akuma apart, but when faced with the Blight entity, his power had been a clumsy, self destructive flare that nearly shattered him and fed the corruption devouring Kuro. A burden. The thought was a glacial spike driven into his gut. I’m a liability. My power breaks me as much as it might break the enemy. Kuro... He looked at the prince, seeing the same hollowed out understanding in his single eye.
Kuro met his gaze. There was no defiance now, only a raw, shared humiliation. He flexed the fingers of his corrupted hand; they responded sluggishly, jerkily, like poorly strung marionette limbs. "That... thing we did," Kuro rasped, each word scraping his damaged ribs like gravel. "It wasn't a power. It was a fucking seizure. For both of us." He looked at his arm with utter revulsion. "It feasted on it, Shiro. I felt it get stronger. Hungrier. Every time we use it like that... uncontrolled... we feed the enemy and cripple ourselves." He slammed his good fist weakly against his thigh in frustration. "Volrag won't need knives. He'll just point his Hounds at us and let our own fucking power tear us apart!" The admission hung heavy, thick with shame and the chilling echo of Corvin’s warning, a verdict on their crippling weakness.
Ryota paced before the dead hearth, Star breaker’s light casting long, agitated shadows that danced over the faded tapestries of stars. "Volrag won't stop hunting. Akuma desecrates Kaya’s sky now. The Blight chews the Warrens’ foundations now." His Polaris gaze swept over Shiro and Kuro, not with accusation, but with the crushing, undeniable weight of reality. "The Observatory is the key. But walking into Volrag’s killing ground like this?" He gestured at their ruined states, Shiro cradling his shattered wrists, Kuro hunched over his corrupted arm. "It’s not courage. It’s signing our death warrant. And theirs." He nodded towards Mira, Juro, Haruto. "A betrayal of everyone counting on us." The unspoken words hung heavier, colder than the barracks air: A betrayal of Kaya. Of Elara. Of the light they died for.
Haruto, checking Mira for frostbite on her fingertips, spoke without looking up, his voice taut. "Corvin spoke truth. Volatile power is a double edged blade turned inward. The Plaza is a fortress woven with frost magic and Temple fanaticism. Volrag anticipates rage, not precision. We need mastery." He finally met their eyes, his gaze sharp as his starlit dagger. "Or we fail. Utterly. Catastrophically."
Juro, wiping frost from his blades with a scrap of hide, nodded grimly. "Power is great. But against trained killers with steel and ice magic? power just delays the inevitable." He pointed a knife tip at Shiro’s wrists, then Kuro’s arm. "What you got in there? It's like finding a Blade sharp at Starbreaker in a scrap heap. Powerful? Fuck yes. But without knowing how to aim it, without being strong enough to
hold
it... it blows up in your face. Which then becomes a liability."
Mira nodded weakly, her crow ruffling its feathers against the cold. "The paths to the Plaza... they are cracks in ice. They need... quiet. Control. A single, focused spark. Not... not a wildfire that burns the hand that holds it."
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Shiro closed his eyes. He saw Aki’s terrified face in Mira’s vision, superimposed over Akuma’s mimed slicing motion. He saw the frost creeping up the stool leg in their shared nightmare. He felt the phantom grind of bone in his wrists and the invasive chew of the frost in Kuro's arm. His fury was a cold, hard knot, but it was useless, dangerous, without focus. Weak. He was weak. Kuro was vulnerable. Together, untrained, they were a danger to themselves and the fragile hope clinging to them. Corvin was right. Ryota was right.
They weren't ready. They were a burden.
He opened his eyes, meeting Kuro’s haunted gaze. "We’re not strong enough," Shiro stated, the words tasting like frozen ash. "Not like this. We’re a crack in the wall. A flaw in the blade."
Kuro flinched but didn’t look away. He gave a single, sharp nod, the movement tight with pain. "Yeah. We are." He looked down at his corrupted arm, the sickly pulse beneath the grey skin, then back at Shiro, a spark of grim, desperate determination igniting in the depths of his despair. "So we fix it. Here. Now. Before that fucking void fucker sniffs us out or Volrag kicks down the door."
Ryota stopped pacing. He looked at the faded tapestries, the cold hearth, the empty training staves. A flicker of his aunt’s fierce warmth, her belief in honed skill and joyful defiance, seemed to linger in the very stones. "This place... Elara trained her Sky Hearth here. Honed minds and bodies to protect the light. Maybe... maybe it remembers." He turned to Shiro and Kuro, his voice shifting from desperate commander to resolute general issuing a vital, non negotiable order. "You train. You learn control. You master that storm inside you. Haruto, Juro, Mira, secure this place. Find water. Scout the immediate tunnels for signs of pursuit. Corvin..." He looked at the cloaked figure who stood observing a tapestry of the Corvus constellation, his ringed hand resting lightly on the stone. "Paths. We need to know the ways out, and the ways they might come in. How long?"
Corvin’s hood tilted slightly. Within its depths, the swirling stars seemed to pulse. He pressed his palm flat against the barracks wall, feeling its resonance. "The frost seeks. Volrag hunts. But these stones... they hold old wards. Faint, but present. Echoes of the Sky Hearth's purpose." He paused, listening to the deep silence. "A day. Perhaps two. The void's hunger presses close. Use the time. Or perish." His distorted voice offered no comfort, only the stark currency of survival.
As Haruto, Juro, and Mira moved to secure the perimeter, Ryota began methodically checking old storage alcoves carved into the barracks walls, his Polaris light probing the shadows for anything usable. Corvin drifted silently along the perimeter, his gloved hand tracing the frozen stone, seemingly communing with the hidden pathways within.
Shiro pushed himself upright, ignoring the
scream
from his wrists, a sound that felt like it originated in his own bones. He walked to the centre of the barracks floor, near the dead hearth. Kuro followed, each step a careful negotiation with his grinding ribs and the invasive cold chewing his nerves. They faced each other, the air crackling not with power, but with the shared, humiliating weight of their insufficiency and the visceral memory of the backlash.
The ring... Kuro’s gaze flickered to Corvin again, the familiar unfamiliar shape a cold stone in his mind. Later. Survive first. Become less of a liability.
Shiro held up his scarred palm, the crystal pulsing faintly, a molten coal burning against the raw nerves beneath the scar tissue. "Harmony," he said, his voice raw but steady, laced with the pain he forced down. "Not force. Control the wildfire. Make it a blade we can hold without burning to ash."
Kuro raised his left hand, the crimson scar flaring weakly, a guttering candle against the glacial dark spreading in his right arm. He took a slow, agonizing breath, trying to push past the static scraping like broken glass in his veins, to find the cleaner, fiercer pulse of their bond beneath the invasive cold. "Just... try not to blow us both into frozen chunks before Volrag gets the chance, Slum Rat," he managed, a ghost of dark humour masking the tremor of pain and effort.
The training arc began not with a surge of power, but with a sputter of agony and focus. A tiny, unstable spark of amber light flickered erratically above Shiro’s palm, snuffing out almost instantly as a fresh wave of grinding pain lanced up his arm. Across from him, Kuro’s brow furrowed in intense concentration, a bead of sweat tracing a path through the grime on his temple despite the cold. A faint crimson glow answered from his scar, flared, then dimmed as a violent tremor wracked his corrupted limb, forcing a choked gasp from his lips.
The effort was its own form of torture. Shiro’s next attempt sent a jolt of power searing up his forearms, a feedback loop of agony that felt like pouring molten lead into the microscopic fissures in his bones. He cried out, stumbling back a step, the phantom sensation of thorns tearing into his flesh so vividly he had to look to confirm the manacles were gone. Across from him, Kuro grunted, his own scar flaring in sympathy. A spike of uncontrolled energy lanced from Shiro’s palm, not a spark, but a jagged shard of amber light that shattered against the stone floor between them, leaving a blackened, smoking scar on the rock and the acrid smell of ozone and scorched earth.
“Fuck,” Kuro hissed, clutching his corrupted arm as the rogue energy washed over it. The grey flesh seemed to drink the dregs of the power, the static buzz humming with a momentarily satisfied pitch before settling back into its relentless, chewing drone. “It’s like trying to thread a needle during an earthquake with broken fingers.” He looked at Shiro, his expression bleak. “Every mistake makes
it
stronger. We’re sharpening our enemy’s blade with our own bones.”
Shiro could only nod, gripping his wrists, the pain a white hot anchor in the swirling shame. They were not just failing; they were actively feeding the very corruption they sought to master. The room, once a sanctuary, now felt like a cage where they were torturing themselves for a victory that seemed more impossible with each failed, painful attempt.
In the frozen silence of Elara Veyne’s barracks, amidst the ghosts of stargazers and protectors, the Twin Stars, humbled, hurting, and terrifyingly aware of their fragility, began the desperate, painful work of forging their chaotic, self destructive power into a weapon worthy of Kaya’s legacy. The crucible wasn't the Observatory yet; it was here, in their own broken bodies and the echoing stillness of a sanctuary reclaimed from ice and time, where every flicker of power was paid for in searing agony. The path ahead remained shrouded in frost and shadow, guarded by Volrag’s hunters and Nyxara’s nightmares, but the first, vital step, the excruciating acknowledgment of weakness and the resolve to overcome it, spark by painful spark, had been taken in the cold, remembered hearth of defiance.

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V2: C12: They Were a Burden